At last,those dreaded exams are over.Finally,I can relax,I've got a ten days holiday ahead,something that came along quite unexpectedly(the posting was supposes to begin today!) and hence very precious.Of course,It is Calicut university,I should have been surprised if I didn't get a holiday.
Even before the exams were over I had begun to plan my post-examination days.Everything except studies seemed so sweet and beautifulfor the last one month.Even I had plans to begin gardening after these horrible exams.This even surprised me as I always groan when Amma asks me to water the few plants we have at home.That is what is so peculiar about these exams,it is like a spell ,turning on the beauty in everything that seemed bland before.And,that is also the time when my self esteem keeps falling in pits,conscience keeps pricking me every moment.
Exams seem to bring the bad side of reality to light.During the last one month,I realized how much I was lacking in self control,how hard it was for me to concentrate,how fast my grey cells got exhausted..and many more ugly truths.!
I hate exams,especially when I do them badly.
Practicals are not yet over,that still leaves a feeling of incompletion,I can't bid farewell to those books altogether.
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